I wish you were…

I wish you would be there for me. As a friend, a friend who wishes well and instead you play with my emotions  and attack me. I am in sitting on needles already with my current living situation. I don’t have energy to play these little games.

High and Dry by Radiohead

 

Just something I’d like to point out, this Radiohead song is very old. I like this song because his whining is not so pronounced, and it have a nice melody. Also these lyrics kinda hit the nail on the head.

“Two jumps in a week, I bet you think that’s pretty clever don’t you boy.

Don’t leave me high, don’t leave me dry

Flying on your motorcycle, watching all the ground beneath you drop.

You’d kill yourself for recognition; kill yourself to never ever stop.

You broke another mirror; you’re turning into something you are not.

Don’t leave me high, don’t leave me dry”

 

In case you are interested, Here is the lame old music video.

Dystopia

So reflecting back on my summer here in NYC. Although there have been many lows, I don’t feel like it has been the worst that I have experienced. I think that I had some fun. I lost a couple friends, and I gained some. I had some job experience. I drank a lot. I got sick a lot. Maybe those are correlated. But whatever the case, I returned to my Brooklyn lifestyle in some ways. And now that the summer is coming to a close I feel some depression/anxiety coming on. I can’t say that I want to stay in Brooklyn, but I can’t say that I want to leave NYC.  I’m at a low point right now. I feel myself get stale as the hours pass. I’m running out of time and already feel like I’m in dystopia.

 

Listen to this: Midnight Juggernauts – Dystopia

Nobu denies me booze

 

Waiter: ” what’s your zipcode”
Me: ” Er…uh…1….4..er…235?”
Waiter: “Sorry”

Hungover post $18 Mojitos

Seriously who pays $18 for a drink. Even in New York we don’t pay that much. In any case, woke up early cuz of a bad dream. Now I have lie here and feel the pain.

South Beach 1

It was so nice when we arrived that we laughed at the thought of the tropical storm Fay that was supposedly en route. Well after the nap, tropical storm Fay had the last laugh. I realized that I have never seen Miami without the sunny skies and gorgeous clouds. It’s something else.

James Franco for no reason

If you know me, you know I like James Franco. He was OK in Pineapple Express, which I only saw because my friend claimed he had a small role. It turned out he did, and I was the loser that was more excited than he was. So back to this hot mess, I hear James Franco is an all around douche, but he’s still really hot. 

Fine, Call me

I don’t and I haven’t talked to my ex ever since he told me he is no longer interested in communicating with me, fine. Although, if we must talk here’s what we are gonna do.

There has to be several guidelines that must be put into place before we go into the talk about how ‘my-life-is-so-perfect-but-I-can’t-wait-to-hear-how-horrible-yours-is-because-mine-is-actually-shitastic’.

10 TOPICS THAT WILL REMAIN OFF LIMITS IN OUR CONVERSATION:

1) Love life: strictly off limits…ahem…jealousy only proves that you are insecure and not trying to move on.
2) Those times you thought about calling because you realized you would like to share a laugh: yea we all have those times. I don’t need to hear it.
3) Our past: what great memories, yet you always tend to bring up the worst.
4) The past: different from our past because there is nothing you should discuss about me, and all that you know may know, may be a fabrication anyway. Kidding! but seriously, don’t try to sound like my friend because you proved otherwise already.
5) Dreams: because nothing is more boring than listening to another person’s dream and get Freud to dissect it, not me.
6) Our future: DO NOT mention this. Or you will hear ‘click, dial-tone’
7) The future: because we might not know each other then.
8 ) My present location: you are not a GPS or OnStar representative.
9) Anything starting with “I miss”: because nothing is a better conversation killer than “I miss you”.
10) Any one of the reasons why we broke up: Because its irrelevant. Quit living in the past. 

So that leaves us with the weather and the Olympics. Let the awkward silences begin.

 

So if you choose to talk to me, please be nice and try to follow these simple guidelines and maybe we can talk without one of us hanging up and then slamming the phone into the wall.

Shame on me

Call me dirty names and slap me silly! I know I have neglected my blog and I’m sorry.
: – ( <– BTW, who does that? Who adds the nose piece to the emoticon?! Why the extra effort, who does that? I KNOW WHO, crazy drivers do.

Because this needs to be said

Don’t ever ever ever date anyone with bad or no music taste. I’m not picky but if you play Nickelback and Afroman, you will be schooled and or ridiculed profusely. I can imagine that those people secretly like Hanson’s mmmbop.