Show me what it’s like to give that pain

So this has not been updated in a long time…long is an understatement. Oh well, I have been too busy and frankly I found a way to vent to my closest friends regardless of the situation. Well here it is summer. summer has dawned on my fat ass and I am working now. I will be updating you later on the details of work, legally I cannot disclose too much info – douche move? Yea I know. 

 

Personally I can tell you that I have eradicated some of the negativity in my life, not all but I am getting there. I have no time to deal with those who feel a need to put me down. Not even emotional vampires – of which I have met many in my life, but emotional predators. Those who feel obligated to put you down – to see your reaction to test your psyche. It’s all stemming from internal issues they are struggling with but I cannot change or dwell on it. I can only move on, and don’t get me wrong losing a friend is heartbreaking but it’s a defense mechanism. Seriously, these people would taunt me and prick me with their side remarks, even after I told them to stop, they relentlessly would continue this verbal diarrhea.